Holy Complex, Rad Ruinn
Muytil 1, 4765
By the time the sun hung as a huge red disk on the western horizon, Tahrin was too tired to focus any longer. His conversation with Anarya was the only one he’d had all day. Flooded with rich yellow light, the lab was peaceful, the dark shapes of the city hulking and indistinct. On the eastern side of the Holy Complex, stars blinked brightly over the dots of city lights below. An impromptu celebration to welcome the Ai Ta’Sifra Talija to the city had been arranged, and the repetitive thudding of drums rippled through the evening air.
Tahrin made his way up to the Ai Ta’Sifra’s reception chamber alone, carrying some of the notes he’d written up over the last few days. He thought, finally, he had reached some kind of conclusion, but he needed to speak to Talija herself first. If she wasn’t totally mobbed by everybody else, he knew his treatment of Caro might depend on getting Talija’s support and insight.
The marble-lined hall outside the reception chamber was mostly empty now. A few families remained, sitting together in a group and chatting as though they’d come here for some kind of a picnic, rather than to find out about their missing relatives. At the door to the chamber, Celik stood, watching the group with a frown on her face. Her demonstration of public agitation seemed to have left her dissatisfied.
“Is Talija busy?” Tahrin decided to get straight to the point.
“She’s just speaking to another family.” Celik nodded in the direction of the huge carved doors. “Then she just has to see them, and then she’s done.”
“I’ll wait then.” Tahrin glanced at the family and then back to Celik. “I thought you’d look a little happier than this. Talija’s made sure everybody’s had the right information, I presume.”
Celik sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose as though in an attempt to contain her frustration. “I just thought…”
“You know, just because things are broken in Duum doesn’t mean they’re broken everywhere else,” Tahrin said. “You achieved a lot here. I wouldn’t be disappointed. You got Talija herself to come down here and get all of these people information about their families.”
“We still don’t know what they’re going to do about Duum, though.” Celik glared across the hall. “That hasn’t changed. We know who survived, and who hasn’t, but this has been going on for over two decades now. When are they going to step up to the plate and do something about the way Tiom behaves? I wanted them to say something about that.”
“They probably don’t know yet. Didn’t Talija or Anarya say anything at all?”
“Anarya said she was going back to discuss it immediately, but that they’d have to wait for all the Uskele Leadership to gather at Nas Isca before they could make some kind of a decision. It could be ages.”
“These things take time. They just want to minimise the loss of life. And they don’t want another repeat of Cir Nacayjil.”
“Cir Nacayjil? Why does everybody go on and on about Cir Nacayjil? That was a completely different situation altogether.”
“I thought it was quite similar, actually. One leader has taken it upon himself to abuse his power and cause immeasurable harm to others.” Tahrin thought back to the notes he had collected. If he was right, the link back to Cir Nacayjil was not just an intellectually sensible theory, but positively demonstrated. “He may well go on to pose a threat to the rest of our civilisation. But if we react immediately with violence – which we aren’t actually capable of doing, as we don’t have any kind of an army – then we may trigger off something worse, and destroy everything we’ve managed to build since Cir Nacayjil collapsed.”
“How do you know he’s even capable of that? Tiom is Uskele. He’s some obscure idiot who rose to power in the middle of a vacuum in a state that values very powerful leadership and was yearning for something after the death of Ashad Amin. He saw his chance and he took it, and he made full use of inept leadership from the Capillite Ialla to work himself into a position of power. All he’s done since then is make his position worse. He doesn’t have anything like the power they had in Cir Nacayjil. He’s not even been trained. He’s never been near an Academy, and he had all the Ai Ta’Sifradan and the Ai Ta Zurasim killed off, not to mention all the watchers. He’s just a man, just an arrogant man who’s taking advantage of the fact that we persist in being reasonable in a way that he can exploit, because he doesn’t share our values.”
“But how did he get that way, Celik? In a society like ours, where every child is taken care of by a Gadasim, where we make sure we look after everybody and make sure they contribute to society in some way, or at least get the support they need, how did this one man go so far astray, and how did he get into power. There is something else at work here, Celik, and it isn’t just Duum’s political system getting a bit bogged down because they had issues with the South City for a bit.”
Celik frowned at him. “What do you know?” she asked.
Tahrin sighed, relieved that they weren’t going to spend all this time arguing the point. “I don’t know. I’ve just been trying to research what might be wrong with Caro – something you should be helping me with, I might point out – and a few of the symptoms have just… triggered a few thoughts.”
“And that’s why you want to speak to Talija?”
“Yes, that’s why I want to speak to Talija. I wouldn’t have had the chance if you hadn’t gone and pulled all those strings, but now you have, I might as well take the opportunity to discuss this with her.”
“What have you found out?” Celik glanced at the sheaf of papers in his hand.
“I don’t know,” Tahrin said. “And that’s the problem.”
“What d’you mean you don’t know?”
Tahrin ran over his findings from the last few days of work. While Celik had been hurrying around trying to gain support for her protest, he had carefully laid out everything he knew about Caro’s symptoms, from her strange fear of darkness to her survival when the rest of the Dedicated Gap and Academic Infirmary was obliterated.
“That’s the bit I’m having the most trouble with,” Tahrin said. “I haven’t been able to speak with any of the survivors, so I can’t get an idea of what actually happened in there.”
“What do you know?”
“Only what I’ve been able to get sent to me via messages from Kali. The watchers with Caro now weren’t in the infirmary though – I suppose that’s why they’re still alive – but they did describe a few things.”
“What did they say?”
“They aren’t exactly willing to talk about it, and we can’t send a lot of long messages with a dragonlord in flight. I had to stop when the Flight Telepaths were taken up getting the names of the fallen out of Duum.” He shrugged. Celik was staring at him, desperate for more. He realised for the first time that this wasn’t just about the Uskele finding out what happened to their family. This was more personal than that. Why hadn’t he seen it before? “They said…” He stopped. “Who did you lose?”
Celik blushed, and stepped back. “It… It isn’t about me.” She turned away. “This is about the Uskele. They need to know about what’s happening. They need it so they can make proper decisions at their discussions. They need it so—”
“What do you need it for?” Tahrin wanted to reach out for her, but he wasn’t that kind of man. Plenty of men he knew did the touchy-feely thing very well, but there was a wall between him and the world, and he couldn’t reach through it.
Celik hunched her shoulders, and leaned against the wall. She didn’t speak.
“Why don’t you just go in there and ask Talija? That’s what you brought her down here for, isn’t it? It’s not about going to war with Duum or anything so big as all that. Celik, can you really be that selfish? Why didn’t you just send a message up to the T&T in Nas Isca. You know people up there, you’ve worked up there, for Isha’s sake. Just—”
Celik spun around, tears in her eyes. “They don’t know.” Her voice was cold, dead and hard. She kept it low. She stepped close to Tahrin as she spoke. “I sent a message through the field when I first found out. A private message. I sent message after message and nobody knows. They don’t know what’s happened to him.”
She collapsed against the wall, fighting back her own sobs, forcing them back. The tendons stood out in her neck and throat. This time, Tahrin pushed through the wall. He slipped a hand around her wrist, squeezing there until he felt her pulse under his fingers. It was something only a watcher would do. She stared past him into nowhere.
“I don’t know where he is. He’s just off the radar.” She raised her free hand in a gesture of desolation, palm up. “I keep thinking… I keep thinking that maybe I should hope that he’s dead, because if he isn’t—” She broke off, words choked in her throat. “If he’s been taken like Caro was, then… then… then he’s better off dead.”
Tahrin leaned against the wall, breaking into her field of view. She fought against her own emotions, struggling to maintain control. “He might not be… dead.”
Celik looked up at him for the first time, and her expression was fierce. “I know what they do to people in Duum these days. Nobody else might be listening to the rumours, but I do. And I know… what they do is…” She gave up. “There aren’t any words for what they do.”
Tahrin struggled to find something to say. What could you say to turn the tide of such unknowable grief? The doors to the reception chamber opened, sparing him the challenge. One of Rad Ruinn’s Sifradan stood there, about to call in the last of the families. Tahrin took his chance and stepped forward before she could speak.
“Can we get in there for a minute? We won’t be long.”
The sifra glanced between the two watchers, taking in Celik’s tear-streaked face. The younger watcher turned away, shuddering as she roped in her sobs. Hands on her hips, she fought to get herself under control. “It’s okay,” she said. Each word was forced. “They can go in. They’re Uskele. They’re more important.”
“No, they aren’t. They’re equal. We don’t play false modesty here, and we do enough for this world to get a piece of the Ai Ta’Sifra’s time. I’d like to speak to Talija. Now.”
The sifra stepped to the side, surprised at Tahrin’s outburst. He had to grab Celik’s wrist again and pull her into the chamber. Talija sat on a low seat at the centre of the chamber, surrounded by various different officials of the state. Everybody looked exhausted by their long day. By the time they glanced up and saw Tahrin armed with his notes, pulling a reluctant Celik after him, they looked surprised. Only Talija appeared unconcerned.
“Ah, Senior Master Tahrin?” She smiled, disarming him before he’d had a chance to get a word out.
“We need some answers.” All the words tumbled out, but he managed a ragged bow as he spoke. “I need to know whether my theory about Duum is right, and… and Celik needs to know where her… her…” He stopped and turned to Celik, realising for the first time that he hadn’t taken the time to ask the name of the person she was so worried about. In his blustering enthusiasm to play the hero, he’d forgotten the basics.
Celik spared him the embarrassment. She brushed her hands over her face and stood in front of Talija. “I have a confession to make,” she said. “I didn’t start the protests because of the Uskele not being told what’s going on, because I knew most of the lists were being finalised. I… I didn’t ask you to come here for them. I asked for me.”
Talija tilted her head to the side, not a shred of concern on her face. Rules didn’t matter much at her age, Tahrin thought. In her reality, there probably weren’t any rules anymore.
Celik took a long, ragged breath. “I want to know where Sudir is. He was First High Watcher. And nobody can tell me where he is.”
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